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Isolation Masquerade

by Elmer and the Ceramic Trees

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1.
Nine o'clock and a shower I find my way to the door Am I too old to want to sing? Just give me an hour To try to make this my own You know this all means everything. 'Cause every time I've left here You know I came back again It's not that I feel at home It's just my hair is getting thin So don't take my indifference for agreeability You know that heaven's a war zone and we're all it's casualties But you can sing...sing! I find it hard to unwind When I'm tight like a screw Put on a suit I'm new and improved! Just give me some time That's all I need out of you Just a little more time before I'm all used. 'Cause every time I left here You know I came back again It's not that I feel at home It's just my hair is getting thin Being back in this town I see how everything has changed Everyone I know is a stranger Who's pretending to be strange So, baby, take off your clothes And dance like they can't see you're afraid 'Cause when the spotlight is turned off All that's missing is what remains.
2.
Loveliness, I've watched you sleep Through a rain that's spanned across the centuries Through the cool white noise I have heard you speak From the undertow I watch you sleep. We're stranded in rivers where highways should be The flow of the current's so bitterly sweet Islands of dreams all succumbing to fate And fall to the winds of your age. I guess we'll have to pray for a holiday For a holiday My god what a waste of your holiday Of your holiday Loveliness, I've watched you sleep Through a rain that's spanned across the centuries Through the cool white noise I have heard you speak From the undertow I watch you sleep. So where was the sunlight when we were still young? Now it's plastered on ceilings and spoken in tongues How I cling to your ghost though it were some sort of god In hopes that you'd break with a smile. I guess we'll have to pray for a holiday For a holiday My god what a waste of your holiday Of your holiday Another holiday in the rain, hey, hey, hey.
3.
We once kissed in the rotunda The marble statues stood miles tall But then the city rose beneath us And flung their bodies around like dolls. Now we lay naked in the rubble A wilting twilight bruises the sky I feel like a saint who's walked a lifetime Looking for a holy place to die But my nights are black as hell Your stars won't shine for days My autumn haze is the kiss of your dismay. After the violence of a dreamless night Has purged the colors from my head And I wake up in a boiling car With a sun that wants me dead I look for you in the mirages That burn like blisters inside my eyes I brought you flowers to line your halo And a blue moon to light your sky. But my nights are black as hell Your stars won't shine for days Your autumn haze is the cross of my disgrace My nights are black as hell Your stars won't shine for days Your autumn haze will chill my sorry face.
4.
A smokey light floats across the stage Of her isolation masquerade Friendly fronts laced with bitterness For the fairer mouths that sing success (Just fake it 'til you break yourself in two). Look at the mess you have made Look at the mess you have made Oh my god, you had a beautiful face She waits by the door With her coat in her hand And she plays that she's calm As she's calling a cab. But we all can't be holy like angels And we all can't be holy like angels Since we all can't be holy like angels... Allured by dawn toward the finer ways But morning sailed when midnight rang Now her seas belong to someone else Who has the right to play herself (God made His children out of stars). Look at the mess you have made Look at the mess you have made Oh my god, this was a beautiful place But her moment collapsed Beneath the wait of the crowd When nobody felt when she called through the sound Well who's saving you now? But we all can't be holy like angels And we all can't be holy like angels Since we all can't be holy like angels Scrape the gum off of the sidewalk then go wash your eyes.
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Chemistry 05:21
She was an angel in the fluorescent lights Stood atop a waterfall of stairs Some nights she cries her weight in loneliness Still other nights she hardly even cares I think I saw her in a crowded dream With a barbed wire crucifix draped around her neck She said "could you tell me where the dumpsters are Then could you direct me to where the party went?" And she said, "you might think it's not quite right The way it make me smile But the chemistry still gets me high So I feel it's worth my while." Neon signs light the road to heaven Its bone-faced travelers breach the corner of her eye The steel and glass an urban graveyard Shaping the contours of a cold indifferent sky For fleeting seconds she recalls those dreams That filled her head with big ideas and sweet untruths But then the sidewalk caves beneath her And the shame grips around her throat just like a noose. And she said, "you might think it's not quite right The way it make me smile But the chemistry still gets me high So I feel it's worth my while." Sensations start to flow Weightless conscience and heavy toes Lips dry like desert stone Sensations overload And she said, "you might think it's not quite right The way it make me smile But the chemistry still gets me high So I feel it's worth my while."
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Under the spell of a western moon I conquered a nation all to make it to The jaded coast where all the lonely hearts Came bleeding to her shores. Violent wind along a mountain pass Her fingers melted in my sweaty hands Highways sing beneath the twinkled light Of the desert's starry hordes And if your mind retreats To dreams of mountain peaks And my love won't make you swoon Quite like the ocean view Then I'll put California on a toothpick And I will bring it home to you I'll put California on a toothpick And I will bring it home to you. Nocturnal lives weave their tangled roads They drink together but they'll cry alone They haunt the guestrooms of acquaintances Still trying to fill their holes. I'll drink your wine and I'll feed your mouth Just say the milk is cream if it's gone sour And we'll forget about those lonely parts When we stood at separate poles. And if your mind retreats To dreams of mountain peaks And my love won't make you swoon Quite like the ocean view Then I'll put California on a toothpick And I will bring it home to you I'll put California on a toothpick And I will bring it home to you. When I found you in your bloom Through hidden valleys cloudless evenings flew Eagle-eyed through my busted brain That I couldn't hold in place. We'll plant our roses in our yard Their thorns have pricked but haven't left us scarred And we'll waltz through the catacombs When eternity gives way. And if your mind retreats To dreams of mountain peaks And my love won't make you swoon Quite like the ocean view Then I'll put California on a toothpick And I will bring it home to you I'll put California on a toothpick And I will bring it home to you. I will bring it home to you.
7.
Cities 05:40
Don't say there's nothing here to miss When the cause of my breath Is left to dangle by a sigh When I'm wading through the warmth of an impossible sea Toward an island bathed in fire Phone me up at midnight from some crater on the west coast I'd tell you all the details but I'd rather not impose Besides all the places we've ever been are only scenes in the movies. But you can lay it all You can lay it all on me. Nothing's quite so perfect As the lonely shadow play of night When there's no use, love, in keeping the things That hurt you bottled up inside. So you can lay it all You can lay it all on me. Some nights the planets that we see Through the glass of the sky Feel less alien than Earth So can we lead our secret lives upon the surface of Mars When the fear hangs like a curse? And if there's nothing we can do About the distance that we can't change We can hold out hope that all the cities rearrange Or we can take the good shit with the bad And just hold on for a someday. So you can lay it all You can lay it all on me. And I saw you in a vision From the far side of the moon And you filled my nights with oceans The turned to deserts way too soon. You can lay it all You can lay it all on me.
8.
Why so awake? The dance is off The jester took your ring. You built concert halls From bedroom floors It didn't mean a thing. Your whisper sinks Drowned by the chords You play to be pretend. With no success Don't get depressed There's no one watching this. Oh, you've come so far Only to be eclipsed No one's watching this. And, baby, you're a star But what's the point of it? No one's watching this. Can't fall asleep Keep the TV on Get me the wine glass please The sheet's too loose Legs can't keep still My mouth keeps grinding teeth. Just break my wings So I can rest Unknown to my regrets And pound the floor With violent fists There's no one watching this. Oh, you've come so far Only to be eclipsed No one's watching this. And, baby, you're a star But what's the point of it? No one's watching this. I lurk in the shadows but long for the light I kicked down the door then ran scared for my life And I want something more but I'll stick to my kind And one day this specter just might lose its shine. No one's watching this.
9.
Take this photograph Take it off my hands Because the scenery makes me sad And I thought it was the past. This happy memory Let it fall away from me Because I'm not so sure it's me In the smiling face I see And then I lose it all again The images are all lies In this Friday morning gray There's something that feels so alive Does my paradise await In these pictures of rain? I've become convinced Of my own defectiveness There's something dearly wrong with me So please tell me what it is. What was and could have been An absurd coincidence Although I'm told to let it rest I'm not at home in my own flesh. And then I lose it all again The images are all lies In this Friday morning gray There's something that feels so alive Does my paradise await? And I'm bored but I'm safe With my pictures of rain Watching cars on the wall Hoping something will change Precious childhood scenes Recur as time-ravaged dreams Through the lens of a crack in the shade. And then I lose it all again The images are all lies In this Friday morning gray There's something that feels so alive And then I lose it all again The images are all lies In this Friday morning gray There's something burns me alive Does my paradise await? Does my paradise await? Does my paradise await In these pictures of rain?
10.
Somewhere there's a piper by the ocean With her flute she lures me down beneath the waves. And I'm terrified by these quick, sudden motions But I'm rosy in this tide pool in a sweet daze. I waited for my ship to come to me Upon a rock I lay asleep Sound asleep. The ocean is a lemon, the beach is a nosebleed And the Caribbean sun will burn you down And the piper plays her song into the ocean Enticed, entranced I'll go searching for her sound. And finally I feel so free There's nothing left to ruin me Oh, love, I'm free. Somewhere there's a castle under the ocean With the radiant glow of a nuclear winter's night And I'll blow my head down in the water Until my vessel rises moonward with the tide. The sun collapses into me The skyline sinks below the sea Oh, love, I'm free. Within the mind of God I swim Toward no particular beginning Oh, love, I'm free I'm free.

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released August 16, 2019

All songs written, performed, and produced by Robbie Haas. Cover art by Karina Haas.

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Elmer and the Ceramic Trees Janesville, Wisconsin

Conceived in the summer of 2012 by Janesville, Wisconsin singer-songwriter Robbie Haas, Elmer and the Ceramic Trees blend the lush melodies of bands like The Beatles and Big Star with the doom-and-gloom pop of The Cure and Echo and The Bunny Men, the driving rhythms of New Order, and the big choruses of Bowie and Arcade Fire to form a style of indie pop that is at once harrowing and gorgeous. ... more

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